Lousy days ahead

recently felt so drained & attitude towards my job is lousy.. i find that there's a very big problem with the system & i'm struggling to adapt & keep up with it.. the work is very repeatative & its getting boring.. nothing new could be learn there anymore.. guessed i should accept that bank offer the other time but too bad i wanna get a break from sales line for a little while.. i can't find any reason to motivate myself to work, not mentioning with that pathetic pay.. i also do think the experience i got there can't really make my resume look any nicer.. maybe with that "big" name only.. i'm trying all ways & means to make myself happy for work everyday.. *sigh*
things went smooth & well for both of us.. thanks to all whom are concerned.. must had worried all of u when i "m.i.a" for quite awhile.. was spending time with her & giving her as much support as i could due to her failure to get a permit.. i was very pissed with the result but there's nothing i could do.. maybe after my probation i gonna go down & bang their table..
how i wish i could find a job with better pay soon so that i could study for my degree real soon.. i'm turning 27 this year already.. omg.. i'm getting damn old la..