Pathetic as it seem

Its really sad to see people whom u do not know or maybe someone u know but pretending to be a stranger coming into your blog & talking shits about what u wrote or leaving comments without knowing what's going on.. see my title?? get it?? he/she needs a life!! being concern & acting concern can be seen at a glance.. who ever said i had problem with my gf?? u saw it?? u heard it?? what u heard or what u saw may not be true also until u'r there with them.. sadly.. whoever left the comment already exposed his identity the very moment he put those down.. *sigh* whatever it is.. a gentle reminder "oh".. reflect on your life.. its so full of lies!! hell with u!!

When u know it all

Why do it when u know i hate it most?? & to do it knowing means u'r prepared for the outcome?? then why be sorry about it?? the betrayal of trust had made my heart broken/shattered & feeling sad & out.. we promised each other to be frank with either party but what happened to that promise?? that's not the worst.. the worst is i found out the fact myself from another person's mouth.. why?? even though it did not take place but the intention to lie/hide things from me is there already.. i know i shouldn't blame u for all but the truth had been uncovered myself.. why hint me when u already know the intention?? i'm so disappointed & sorry for myself for being so naive.. i have given u my soul & heart but what did i get in return?? i never ask for any returns from u but why gave me such a deep wound to bear?? its not your fault since u did it not letting me worried & made me wander in my thoughts.. where did all my effort goes?? all forgotten & thrown aside/away??

Lifted by unhappiness

Sometimes.. things just get from bad to worse.. *sigh* Frustration has become part of my life.. Bad mood has become a must during work.. Under hands' means has become a brought up culture in office.. Finally.. My heart & soul has forsaken me.. Nope.. Not to what u'r thinking but its my attitude towards my work.. I'm very much wanting to get out of there as soon as I could.. The more I stayed.. The more I feel uncomfortable & sickening about the place.. To be frank.. I don't know what went wrong but I saw alot of back stabbings going on in the office.. Everybody is just out to make a simple living but "those" people are so petty & narrow minded.. How they behalf & think is totally on how they were educate & taught by their leaders or upper studies but it is still the individual that make it turn out this way.. Its a totally new experience cum eye opener.. Sadly to say.. This is the first ever worst working environment I ever came upon.. In short.. Its really f*** up!!!