Same old shit again

Super duper low morale.. Don't know why but kept having no security over my job.. Already lose sight over my company's vision & direction.. Looking around the office.. I might be the youngest around but thinking out.. I'm the lowest paid among all my friends.. What is happening to me?? I used to enjoy working.. I like my job.. But recently I'm just dragging myself to work.. There is no more drive left for me to push on.. *sigh*
Maybe as you grows older.. You find that no amount of money is enough for you.. Everyday you are just paying & paying.. After pay day comes.. Its mountain of payments to settle again.. What the hell is this?? Aren't our pay for us to spend & enjoy ourselves?? I'm wrong again after looking around.. Everybody is full of debts.. The rich gets richer & the poor gets poorer..
The average earnings for one is $3,800 at least.. OMFG!! I'm nowhere near at all & it is average mind you.. I belongs to the poor group if you look at it.. My pay don't even hit 2k.. Yeah.. Laugh all you want irritating & sarcastic bastards out there.. Stop boosting how good you are but actually you are not.. You are not happy at all because happiness cannot be bought by money, remember?? I guess I'll have the last laugh instead.. Maybe..

Please..

Please.. Next time please think before u speak up to prevent those misunderstanding can?? Who the hell will know u mean it or not.. U alwayz said u don't mean this & that then what is it?? I really don't know at all.. U don't explain or speak up then expect me to know?? I'm no god.. I don't & can't read into someone's mind or the message he/she trying to put through.. If it is so tough.. then speak up.. I know u'r not good at expressing yourself but speak up.. U kept everything to yourself.. As if I know everything.. I don't at all.. Not at all.. Not a single bit.. Nevertheless.. Thanks for the timely reminder.. Appreciate that.. I really have no reason to go anymore after a night thoughts.. I'm never & will not belong there..
I'm so sick & tired of this life.. Why are we working so hard everyday for?? Have you ever question yourself on this?? I do.. I asked myself everyday before I leave for work.. Why do I work so hard for?? We worked hard but the blood suckers use our hard earn money for something else.. Kept our hard earn money & to be frank.. until death still see only digits but not the cash.. We have the rights to do whatever we want with our money so please mind your own business & stop sucking our money.. How I wish I could end this life soon.. Sleeping forever will be good.. Nothing can be compared with a good & peaceful sleep.. Nothing to worry.. Just sleep.. rot.. & finally return to nothing..
SICKENING!!!