Weary & out

Just 2 weeks ago, I left StarHub.. 2 weeks later & right now sitting in front of my computer, I'm already down & out weary from my new job.. I'm not blaming my job but I blame myself for pushing myself too hard.. I'm always eager to learn more but this is the 1st time I had to reject all these infos passed to me because it is too much for me to absorb.. I had sleepless nights due to nightmares & I dragged myself to work everyday.. I had thought of leaving but I think I expected all these since I chose the path.. Yup.. Things aren't going well now but as they said.. We had to stick as a team.. Hopefully things will go smoothly from now on.. Maybe I'm being selfish myself but I think all of us in the team need a good long rest too.. Then again.. With our manpower to run 3 areas.. We got to suffer a long while more before things can be sorted out.. Not forgetting about the stupid shift work thingy.. The boss expect us to run shift with only 3 technician, or maybe a 4th who came in yesterday.. It is outrageous!! This is the only thing that triggers my unhappiness in my current job.. Everything he wants to run in other country's style but nothing is justified.. It is just an excuse to cut down on our OT.. I'll give myself a month more & nothing is changed.. I'll really just go.. What's the point of pushing ourselves so hard when nobody appreciate what we did.. We are only working for a better future.. Not selling our life to the company.. I don't want to earn more but have no life & to spend them.. No life as in I can't find time out to accompany family & friends around me.. What's the point then?? If it is so.. I rather choose a lower paid job & have time to spend with family & friends.. Anyway.. I'm just bitching over my unhappiness.. Nothing is fair in this world..
Overheard that there are alot of movement at other areas too.. Many quit their positions.. I guess I need not spell it out since it is so obvious.. There is really a big problem over here.. The management really needs to sit down & think over what went wrong.. If they are not.. then the problem will stay till as long as the place is there.. Some of our colleagues we need to work closely with are rumored to be moving on also.. I see a very big problem when the new person comes in.. They will confirm be more blur then sotong.. Good luck to my side..
Bought a new lappy.. Pay not out yet but it is a form of investment la.. kekekeke.. Not my dream one but at least it has the minimum requirements I looked for.. It is a Lenovo B450.. The best part is it comes with a 3 years warranty.. The 1st time I came across.. Wow right!?..
I'm not sure when I can sit down here to update again.. Hopefully not the time when I fall sick again.. The medicine is taking effect so yup.. Take care to all also.. Chaoz!~