Weary & out

Just 2 weeks ago, I left StarHub.. 2 weeks later & right now sitting in front of my computer, I'm already down & out weary from my new job.. I'm not blaming my job but I blame myself for pushing myself too hard.. I'm always eager to learn more but this is the 1st time I had to reject all these infos passed to me because it is too much for me to absorb.. I had sleepless nights due to nightmares & I dragged myself to work everyday.. I had thought of leaving but I think I expected all these since I chose the path.. Yup.. Things aren't going well now but as they said.. We had to stick as a team.. Hopefully things will go smoothly from now on.. Maybe I'm being selfish myself but I think all of us in the team need a good long rest too.. Then again.. With our manpower to run 3 areas.. We got to suffer a long while more before things can be sorted out.. Not forgetting about the stupid shift work thingy.. The boss expect us to run shift with only 3 technician, or maybe a 4th who came in yesterday.. It is outrageous!! This is the only thing that triggers my unhappiness in my current job.. Everything he wants to run in other country's style but nothing is justified.. It is just an excuse to cut down on our OT.. I'll give myself a month more & nothing is changed.. I'll really just go.. What's the point of pushing ourselves so hard when nobody appreciate what we did.. We are only working for a better future.. Not selling our life to the company.. I don't want to earn more but have no life & to spend them.. No life as in I can't find time out to accompany family & friends around me.. What's the point then?? If it is so.. I rather choose a lower paid job & have time to spend with family & friends.. Anyway.. I'm just bitching over my unhappiness.. Nothing is fair in this world..
Overheard that there are alot of movement at other areas too.. Many quit their positions.. I guess I need not spell it out since it is so obvious.. There is really a big problem over here.. The management really needs to sit down & think over what went wrong.. If they are not.. then the problem will stay till as long as the place is there.. Some of our colleagues we need to work closely with are rumored to be moving on also.. I see a very big problem when the new person comes in.. They will confirm be more blur then sotong.. Good luck to my side..
Bought a new lappy.. Pay not out yet but it is a form of investment la.. kekekeke.. Not my dream one but at least it has the minimum requirements I looked for.. It is a Lenovo B450.. The best part is it comes with a 3 years warranty.. The 1st time I came across.. Wow right!?..
I'm not sure when I can sit down here to update again.. Hopefully not the time when I fall sick again.. The medicine is taking effect so yup.. Take care to all also.. Chaoz!~

Laid-back Doer: Career

The Laid-back Doer is an extroverted Doer. You don’t enjoy being alone, but are a typical team worker instead. You would not stand working all by yourself. Dealing with other people, communicating as well as a friendly, collegial atmosphere is more important for you than for most of the other types. You love being part of a group where variety and the new are inspirational and exciting - so there are never enough social contacts.
For you, harmony is of central importance. You prefer a work environment without intrigues and political manipulation and where less elbow activities and confrontation, and more cooperation are the order of the day. Here is one of your major strengths: You are prepared to do a lot, mediate conflicts, reduce tensions, and are in top form when you are part of a positive working climate. To spread geniality and make peace among the worst troublemakers is often easy for you. Consequently, you are appreciated by colleagues and superiors, and have almost no problem getting along with the diverse people in your working environment.
Rather than too much routine and predictability, you need variety, and a certain amount of unpredictability as a part of your responsibilities at work. Your flexibility makes it easy for you to deal with several projects simultaneously. It does not bother you if the phone rings and somebody sticks his head through the door while you are in the middle of preparing a report. You juggle several activities synchronistically without a problem, and during your contacts with others you always remain friendly and obliging. It is a long time before one hears a cross word or any sign of excessive demand out of you.On the contrary, these situations are the icing on the cake for you, and without them your work is going to get boring in a hurry.
Then it can happen that you - wittingly or unwittingly- provoke a crisis by putting things off or becoming lackadaisical. In this way, you are trying to create a little more action during your daily routine. In the long run, you just can’t live without a certain amount of pressure, challenge, and excitement. There is certainly the possibility that these maneuvers occasionally backfire. Therefore, it is very important for you to make sure that adventure, fun, and the need for fast decisions are an integral part of your job description from the very beginning. The more unpredictable situations, alternatives for choice, and new impressions you have to face every day, the better

Got an advice from a good friend to do some test on my career path & etc.. End up what i have is as above.. OMG.. so much so did pointed out quite a number of my characteristic on my working attitude.. Sweet!! =P

Me.. Me.. Me..

喜歡下雨，因為你不會知道我流淚....
喜歡發呆，因為你不會知道我想你....
喜歡孤單，因為你不會發現我愛你....
喜歡在你身邊，因為你是我快樂的唯一因素 ...

Is it true??

Yesterday was something.. Today is everything.. Tomorrow will be anything..
As I slowly look at things around me at a lighter heart, recently hasn't been as moody as before.. Picking up a new trade recently also & hopefully, no, should be must do well in it.. Nothing to motivate me but I'm planning to look a little further into my future.. At age 28, still not much achievement in my career, much less about my life.. Believe I can push myself more if I could kicked away my the other personality, Laziness.. He is one hell & its a handful for me to handle..
Sound stupid but I'm actually wishing myself good luck & all the best.. Chiong ar!!!!

Same old shit again

Super duper low morale.. Don't know why but kept having no security over my job.. Already lose sight over my company's vision & direction.. Looking around the office.. I might be the youngest around but thinking out.. I'm the lowest paid among all my friends.. What is happening to me?? I used to enjoy working.. I like my job.. But recently I'm just dragging myself to work.. There is no more drive left for me to push on.. *sigh*
Maybe as you grows older.. You find that no amount of money is enough for you.. Everyday you are just paying & paying.. After pay day comes.. Its mountain of payments to settle again.. What the hell is this?? Aren't our pay for us to spend & enjoy ourselves?? I'm wrong again after looking around.. Everybody is full of debts.. The rich gets richer & the poor gets poorer..
The average earnings for one is $3,800 at least.. OMFG!! I'm nowhere near at all & it is average mind you.. I belongs to the poor group if you look at it.. My pay don't even hit 2k.. Yeah.. Laugh all you want irritating & sarcastic bastards out there.. Stop boosting how good you are but actually you are not.. You are not happy at all because happiness cannot be bought by money, remember?? I guess I'll have the last laugh instead.. Maybe..

Please..

Please.. Next time please think before u speak up to prevent those misunderstanding can?? Who the hell will know u mean it or not.. U alwayz said u don't mean this & that then what is it?? I really don't know at all.. U don't explain or speak up then expect me to know?? I'm no god.. I don't & can't read into someone's mind or the message he/she trying to put through.. If it is so tough.. then speak up.. I know u'r not good at expressing yourself but speak up.. U kept everything to yourself.. As if I know everything.. I don't at all.. Not at all.. Not a single bit.. Nevertheless.. Thanks for the timely reminder.. Appreciate that.. I really have no reason to go anymore after a night thoughts.. I'm never & will not belong there..
I'm so sick & tired of this life.. Why are we working so hard everyday for?? Have you ever question yourself on this?? I do.. I asked myself everyday before I leave for work.. Why do I work so hard for?? We worked hard but the blood suckers use our hard earn money for something else.. Kept our hard earn money & to be frank.. until death still see only digits but not the cash.. We have the rights to do whatever we want with our money so please mind your own business & stop sucking our money.. How I wish I could end this life soon.. Sleeping forever will be good.. Nothing can be compared with a good & peaceful sleep.. Nothing to worry.. Just sleep.. rot.. & finally return to nothing..
SICKENING!!!

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Looking forward

Low morale.. That's the only word I can describe for my work.. Lots of movement & inaccurate news on man-power movement & power struggles.. I'm stuck in a transition period of a company where everything to me, don't feels right & never in place.. The only assurance I have from my boss is just do whatever I'm doing now.. Wow! That's so "relieve".. *sigh* Nothing is definite nowadays.. & yes.. You can say that we must blend into the changing environment fast but I can tell you.. this is too sudden.. Everything slapped in your face so suddenly & all you can do is being the "receiver".. Just a year & a little more, I already got hit by one of the "big wind big wave" happening in this company.. Not bad for a start.. =x
About my own life.. Its a big messed up right now.. Not enough time for everything.. most of my time is occupied with work.. Really need to put aside my work & spend more time with my friends & close ones.. But.. When?? That's a tough & cruel question for myself.. I need a life! Damn.. How much had I lost then gained? I lose to my time management? Maybe I guess..
People told me to move on by job hopping but in this current recession, I think it is not possible at all.. Just have to tell myself to drive myself harder to climb higher.. The determination is there but the spirit is long dead.. So.. What can I do now to reach a greater height or just slam myself deeper into my stumbling self? It's not personal anymore as my decision will affect the people around me.. Pure selfishness or ego? A first step out is inevitable.. Sooner or later? Only I know..

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The After effect of installation

New updates!!! Please take note of the below. Replies in alphabet.

Question: Today I weight my ASUS EEE 1002HA and found out to be 1.26KG!! Anybody weight it before?

A: 1.2kg is the weight without any OS and software installed. After installing Windows and the rest, surely the weight will increase a bit one. If you want it to be lighter, then should install more lightweight Linux distro. I think Linux is on average 60g lighter than Windows, so bringing the weight down to 1.2kg again is possible

B: Your Rubbish Bin full la, u empty liaox, should become lighter

C: Dude, it is unusual, it should be exactly 1.2kg! If you confirm you didn't install too much software or download too many porno films, you should disassemble the notebook, there could be a dead cockroach or bug something inside, that may introduce the extra 60g...