Thursday, September 17, 2009

Same old shit again

Super duper low morale.. Don't know why but kept having no security over my job.. Already lose sight over my company's vision & direction.. Looking around the office.. I might be the youngest around but thinking out.. I'm the lowest paid among all my friends.. What is happening to me?? I used to enjoy working.. I like my job.. But recently I'm just dragging myself to work.. There is no more drive left for me to push on.. *sigh*
Maybe as you grows older.. You find that no amount of money is enough for you.. Everyday you are just paying & paying.. After pay day comes.. Its mountain of payments to settle again.. What the hell is this?? Aren't our pay for us to spend & enjoy ourselves?? I'm wrong again after looking around.. Everybody is full of debts.. The rich gets richer & the poor gets poorer..
The average earnings for one is $3,800 at least.. OMFG!! I'm nowhere near at all & it is average mind you.. I belongs to the poor group if you look at it.. My pay don't even hit 2k.. Yeah.. Laugh all you want irritating & sarcastic bastards out there.. Stop boosting how good you are but actually you are not.. You are not happy at all because happiness cannot be bought by money, remember??
I guess I'll have the last laugh instead.. Maybe..

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