after 2 rounds of interviews, i was home drenched because it was raining heavily.. damn.. actually wanna go cycling but can't but also luckily it was raining also.. kekekeke.. *phew* the calls came quite late also.. so i was rushing to both.. tired..
aft bathing.. i did nth.. suddenly my mind recalled many things.. many images i felt that i seen before but so unfamiliar & alien at the same time.. were those the "lost" memories i'm searching & seeking for? i saw many people but i can't recall who are they.. the more i think, the more the brain feel as if its gonna explode.. & so.. i let go of the recalling.. *sigh* at the very moment i stopped, her face appeared.. its been 7years that i last able to remember the details of her so clearly.. her eyes.. her nose.. her lips.. her hands.. her voice.. its like a video recorder out of order.. the images of her just flashes across non-stop.. i was so stunned by the event & not knowing what to do, i bang real hard on the wall, hoping to stop it & luckily, after a few bangs it stopped.. i think i was too free already that's why all this came haunting me.. i was strong enough not to shed a single tear.. guess i was ready to "forget" her.. not sure but hope the next time if i think of her again, i won't tear.. not cold-blooded but i need to step out of the shadow already.. i got haunted long enough..
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