Weighted feelings

Hasn't been feeling happy recently. Maybe its due to work or stress? The only time I felt at ease is when I'm with her or friends. But this few days didn't meet her or friends so everything had been kept inside my heart. Sometimes I just dunno what to do. Just feel like getting away from work for a long while or is it that I'm running away from reality? *sigh* The last job I held I totally did not have this kind of feelings except for a break only but not escaping from it. Why things had become this way? I don't know either. I guess partly the pay is too little and that's why I felt this way. 27 this year & achieve nothing at all. A total failure. How pathetic can I go? If I continue to sulk this way, I guess I can never walk out of this mess. I don't wanna stress myself out until I go insane. My heart is weary from all factors that's gashing all at me. Its heavy & felt like its drowning, out of breath.