Some cooling off in my busy time..

wow.. before i noticed, its already a month plus i last updated my blog.. the best thing is i'm in office now writing this post.. surprised?? well.. everybody is out of office & my boss is in a meeting currently.. so now taking the chance to eat "snake".. heex.. =P
started my life now as a engineer & really learnt alot here.. colleagues are friendly & willing to teach.. earning big bucks here?? nope.. its juz that i enjoyed the work & pace here.. slowly making me forget where i was before.. (not the friends made but the work!!) this two months was quite happening.. 1st had a wedding celebration in JB ended in being postphoned.. then came my 1st D&D with my current company.. then came kang's biggest day of his life, his wedding.. congrats to him for settling down & preparing to be a daddy soon!! more to come as another friend is getting married & 2 other friends are celebrating their child's 1st birthday.. wah!! I dun really wanna say this but i think i'm getting old le.. one after another i see friends settling down.. made me worried as i juz started my career & still a long way to push ahead.. with a little savings & so much wanted stuff to do.. when will that day come?? *sigh*
hmmm.. i really find a ger with attraction whom she had already made 3 of my closed friends fall victim for her.. she's average (defers from people to people) but she got a x-factor thingy that attracts.. i dunno what were those but i'm definitely not the one to find out.. i agreed that she carried the confident & outspoken self although i only spoke to her once oni.. for one of them, i even started to ignore her & keeping my distance.. being noble?? nah.. its juz that i felt my world dun fit into anyone's.. might as well restrict myself & i'm nv gd at communicating either.. lack of confident again?? i guess so.. tend to be rather low morale with things around me.. dun ask me as i got no answer too.. this is what they called life??