Sadness filled

i think i never thought that things will turned out this way but i did anticipate the worst scenario.. she's being forced to go back tomorrow.. suddenly sadness filled me the moment she told me but i did tried to control my emotions.. i don't want her to worry about me either.. i gotta be alittle stronger.. her absent will very much see how i deal with my life without her.. it'll be a test for me bahx.. i'll definitely long to see her & unwilling to let go as i fall deeply in love with her.. though i know i could do nothing but i can only wait here for her.. i did told her how i felt & i did promised that she's the only one in my heart now.. she's the first i opened my heart to after 7years & i'm taking this seriously.. have faith in me.. nobody can replaced u after i set my sight on u.. i really regretted not telling her earlier but at least i did not regret telling her how i feel for her.. to be.. i'm happy enough if i'm accepted in her heart even though nothing is being told to me.. no answer yet.. no agreement yet.. will miss her badly for sure..