its been 2 days.. erm.. considering the 3rd day since u left here to home.. everything looked normal.. i do my stuff as usual.. went for a game of badminton with friends.. went out with friends.. but something just seem missing.. i feel kinda empty.. i kept checking on my hp to see if u'll sms me but i know its not gonna happen for some time.. i can't concentrate well on things i do.. i made stupid mistakes.. nearly got run over by the bus when wanna get onto it.. before it arrived i actually step over onto the road.. i don't know what happened also.. so i dare not board onto it until the next bus came along.. haix.. what am i doing??
i shouldn't be like this at all.. its like my spirit is away from the empty shell.. i must be stronger.. i shouldn't take it as a set back with what u said but convert them to strength to prove my worth.. my mind just can't recover from that because the heart was shattered & shaken badly.. i won't put blames on anyone but myself.. i know i'm impatient.. i don't wanna put pressure or stress on u either but i don't know why i just can't control myself.. its never your fault to start with but mine.. moreover.. i would like to thank u instead.. i thought i would never recover from my nightmares but u made it possible to make me dare to open my heart again..
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