Why think it this way?

I know everyone gotta die someday but why think until that part so soon? there's so so much things to do in life to even think about it.. nobody can escape death anyway & it'll depend on how u die only.. i must agree that i did think of it before & it really scare me off with the thoughts.. thinking is there after life after death or where will i go after i die & etc... to me.. i'm not really bothered if people remember me after i go 'cause sooner or later they'll leave me in the memories.. life gotta move on even if i'm gone.. i rather they smile & laugh for me when i die then to "see" them cry for me if anyone will.. i'll feel much much better that way if i could tell them.. u may think that i'm not facing the reality but actually i don't think its necessary to think about it.. do whatever u wan now & enjoy life the way u wan.. even life sucks & i must fully agree on but make the fullest use of life & work towards that goal o f yours.. remember u got only 1 life now & once its over.. its over.. no rewinding.. no cheat codes for infinite life.. life is gone easily but to live is more difficult then u think.. u gotta be stronger than death.. i see life lost in front of me before & one of them is sum1 i like before.. the heart wrecking scene is hard to accept.. life is unpredictable & as y i dun wanna think about it? 'cause i'm so close to death before & managed to survive & that's the reason.. i treasure life so much.. i treasure people around me.. i treasure everything i have now.. if one day u ever come so close to death.. do tell me how it feels.. i can tell & assure u that the urge of u wanting to live is so strong & no second thoughts of it will resurface..