Work work work..

wah.. 1st 4days of work just passed like that.. damn tiring.. everyday gotta rush with people to get into the train.. gotta find place to sit for lunch.. now i know how it is to work in the CBD area.. see the people so stress i indirectly can feel it lor.. not much of a problem waking up so that's a relief.. kekekeke.. the troublesome part is smoking!! as i am working on the 20th floor, it'll be a killer if i do it often.. so currently.. i only smoke once after work when walking to the train station.. think should be able to quit quite soon le.. muahahaha.. even the simplest tasks i'm doing also seem so difficult & stiff.. but i'm picking quite fast because my mentor kept praising me.. kekekekeke.. kidding.. she's a nice lady.. not her only.. the department i'm working in is so lively lor.. everybody is nice there.. 1st day there they already made me feel like i'm a full-time staff there.. other than rushing for work & lunch, everything so far is great.. i don't mind the work load at all since i'm aid to do so even though its not justified.. but hor.. i got a problem.. i tend to knock out at times when i stare too much on the documents.. ahahahahaha..
recently.. my friend is facing a problem.. his target used someone's else relationship to take it as a stepping stone to their's and both have kinda feelings for each other.. upon hearing, i do find some familiarity to his problem.. i'm in no position to say him but i think & feel its quite unfair to him.. other people's relationship problems got nothing to do with what 2 person are currently going through.. everybody relationship paths are different.. if everybody is going through the same thing.. i think i would seen my parents divorce long ago lor.. think again.. i know his target's fear is not to get hurt but its no way or excuse to reject.. its immature of her.. we're human.. its meant to be complicated & never able to be understood.. there are diseases still with no cure so do u think human can be so easily read?? i think sometimes we do over-rated ourselves & our abilities to handle things.. i told him to give up since its this way & no point trying so hard to change her mind since her mind is set.. just move on lor since life is so short only.. u want a perfect relationship in this world that has a fairy tale ending?? i would say its never possible.. u envy couples when they're so lovey dovey but did u see the other side of their's sour bust up & etc..?? since it takes 2hands to clap.. i think by letting the person go is the best solution as 1person can't do anything to a relationship.. since each of them have different paths & views.. parting ways is the least cruel way of farewells.. suddenly.. something hit me hard.. i think the answer i gave him slapped me real hard..